7 october 1975
I find nothing to disagree with in your interesing letter
but I'd like to make a couple of points.Having done your kamikaze stuff
(and baled out) how do you set about convincing a society like this
one that you have a real case to argue? Belive-me, I've tried it. Whether
the L.Ness heart attack was bacause I went back without an exorcist to
spin his spells I don't know. Your true saint presumably does his stuff
no matter what the crowed thinks.Me, I'm more inclined to say-let them
stew in their own bloody juice if they are as thick as that. This attitu-
de is really quite illogical because I believe I am simply a branch of
the Banyan Tree so presumably a blight in the main trunck can do me no
good at all.
The loch ness absurdity is now extending itself in response
to the interest generated. Two lost of murky films are now being checked
at Passadena space Lab. The UFO "pilots" can afford to smirk at this
first-class prank. It is almost as good as the "ape-man-in-an-iceblock"
that fooled Heuvelsman and Sanderson. At least I got Heuvelsmans to pause
before going to down on "lake-monsters" or he would have been caught
twice.
It comes down to personality. The practicing "saint" can efford
to snap his finger at the phenomena and declare they кakky don't
really exist. For him, they don't. There seems to be a universal law that
morally superior beings are more real and valid than those who are less
so.I mean moral in the Buddhistic sense of right attitude, Right Action,
etc.. At 53 however I feel a bit old sit at the feet of a geru
society so materialistic by choice.
for a
I found your reference to Kell's anarchic sense of humor very pertinent.
Tim Dinsdale has plodded on at Loch Ness for something like 15 Years;
he has been "flashed" and had his equipment mysteriously fail when the
monster showed up. He laughs at all this -something I have never been
able to do.
We are really spirits encapsulated in protein and struggling to
get out but fearful of what we will find.The fear is of our own creation.
An early Christian, St Nilus (c.400 a.D.) said: " be not afraid and have
no dread either of the threatenings and bugbears of the evil spirits, or
of voives, and tremours of your dwellings, or of the lightening or flashes
of fire, or of the attacks of strange men, camels, and dragons, who burst
suddenly into your celle by night whith clamour and roaring, or of the
crazy laughter, the dancing, and the other ways the foul friends would
affright you, which you have met since your profession".
Sincerely
F.W. Holiday
Synchronistic observation: St Catherine is patron saint of
Gebel Musa monasting founded by
St Nilus.